I Miss You (not finished)

I've cried to God

Wondering what's going on

Wondering why I feel this way

But I know I was thinking of you today

And all I can do is keep praying



Praying God will fill you with emense joy

Praying that we will someday meet

But it seems more fit to be a dream



Most of all I want to know you're ok

Cuz I keep praying for God to take these feelings away

But somedays I can't explain how I feel

Cuz it's something I've never felt before

And there's a first time for everything

But all I can say to sum it all up

Is I miss you, I miss you



I feel like a little kid crying when a loved one fades away

I feel like my whole world is being torn away

I can't even explain what I feel

But being around you seems too surreal

Because you give off a comforting vibe

Something I've been searching in this life

I feel like I'm over reacting

May be paying too much attention to feelings

But why after praying, are they not leaving?



I miss you that's all I can say

When I'm around you something tells me it will be ok

I see something in you I can't describe

Something that could never be explained in this life



All I can say is God is working somehow

And I can't even begin to know what his plans are

But I know I miss you and I know he thinks of you night and day

Otherwise I would not feel this way

May be he sent me to tell you what he wants you to know

But I know I'm really missing you

And I think so much, praying God will just bless you




Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just some stuff I am trying to write but it's hard to write what I am feeling right now. I can't put it into words, but I have this weird gut feeling of love yet sadness!! It's really strange, cuz it feels like I am falling totally in love, but at the same time I am hurting for this one person. I feel like I am falling head over heels for God, and this person just won't leave my mind. I've never prayed this much or worshipped this much. Its very odd, sad, yet joyful, fulfilled yet feeling empty, cuz I want more and more of God each day. I can't explain how I feel right now but the few words I miss you!! I dunno! It's strange!

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