I need to let you know how I am feeling
Because tonight I'm feeling lonely
Feeling disconnected, and I just can't take this
I'm hurting deep inside
I keep thinking of how you died
And all these selfish desires deep within
I can't help but keep wondering
Why you desire to be so close to me
Why you desire to draw close
And help me through this crazy life
of everyday stress, that seems to take control
But I keep on remembering you're here
I'm convicted, guilt sweeps over me
Then I ask your forgivness
You wipe me clean
And I still make countless mistakes