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The thoughts swirl around in my brain

So twisted, so deranged

I'm breaking apart, please God provide me with strength

I'm crying out tonight

Because no matter how hard I try

Nothing seems to turn out right



I seem to be an endless contradiction

An endless emotion, that is never put out

A raging inferno ready to spread like a wildfire



I'm so tense, I can't seem to relax

I always find myself in complacencie

I always seem to think I am not relying on his grace

Other wise I would not be acting this way



I'm constantly trying to find the easy way out

But in this life that's not what it's about

I keep trying to tell myself that you love me

But I keep going back on human understanding

I'm a total mess, yet I feel blessed

I feel a joy an inner peace

But I am always questioning

Is this how it's supposed to be?