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The pain goes on

And everything is out on the table

Laying flat and exposed

Now where am I to go?

What decision to I make?

Is there anything to cause this hate to go away?

Is there anything that can justify how I feel?

Is it ok for me to feel this way?

Just trying to find a reason for this to be valid

I just wished I knew how to forget

But still the emotions are stored up

Stored up in the back

Ready to jump out, to stab me in the back

Ready to just take my life and throw it all around

I do not know if I can afford any longer to have you around?

Because this feeling is not worth the pain I feel

How could I take the chance of possibly hurting you?

Today is just not what I want it to be

Because on every single turn in this life

Is another reckless feeling

Ready to overwhelm my entire being

And I just can't take this any longer

I don't want second best

But this feeling just lingers and never leaves

Even when I figure I am on the road to healing

I don't know if I deserve first

When I do not know how to treat it with respect

I am totally lost, unsure how to react

Do I just sit here and let it be?

Do I just sit around waiting patiently?

Because I am shaking, trembling

Everything seems unsettling eerie

I try to vision what you see in me

But it's way beyond my comprehension

I don't know what's out there for someone as broken

as insecure as me

I'm just trying to find the answer

But sometimes this waiting doesn't seem worth it

Everything just keeps on getting harder

As I feel I'm getting closer to victory

Please never take your eyes off of me

Lead me direct me

Because I'm just lost in emotion

I just want to let go of all this