Fed up with the addiction
You know what it is
When I came into the house
Bang you were watching it on tv
I heard the noises
I heard the sick remarks
But you just sat there
with a blank stare
So desensitized to it you really are
Because I've built hate for it
But you're still not seeing the reality
The joy that it robs
The rot it causes in your mind
It causes you to eat away from the inside
You build no insight
from those worthless views and images
Get the facts straight
Cuz this is my hate
I know I fell a few times
But my hate is growing stronger
So much stronger it makes me sick
Where I know I will no longer want to submitt
To the rotting immoral junk on the tv set
I know I will build strong hate for it
Cuz right now anger is getting the best of me
Where I just want to take a bat to the tv
Let me wreck the fun you have
Just let me take that junk away
But may be it's too late
May be your mind is so corrupted
It's so rotted away
Author's Notes/Comments:
I have a struggle at times with Pornography and when I am close to God I truly hate it. I mean I get angry at it, and honestly I hate the stuff. But that hate is growing more and more which I know one day will cause me to not watch any what so ever. One reason I hate it so much is number 1 it robs so much joy. Second I hate SATAN who tries to tempt me with it, but thats when I get even more mad and throw a fit,and tell him to take a hike. I hate people who try to push me around, and try to get me to do things I know I shouldn't do. But this tops it because it litterally rots your mind. Drugs rot your mind as well, but eventually your view on things like sex, and marriage will be totally warped out of this world. It will be like another language and when you look back on it after being healed, you won't be able to understand what you found in it. I do like girls yes, but not for sexual things. Girls are just amazing, and how God created them was just out of this world, and ya women are great.