Feeling worthless in your site
I keep making the same mistakes
I can never seem to get it right
And yet you still take me in your arms
you hold me and let me know things will be ok
Even when at times it feels my world is being torn away
I've had so many turn away
So many I've wanted to encourage
Am I doing something wrong?
Am I travelling down the wrong road?
I'm trying so hard just to focus on you
I know somehow you'll pull me through
I've heard it so many times I've heard the truth
But somedays it's hard to believe
When the ones you want to help
Just don't want the help
I try to let go of everything thats eating me inside
But how can you forgive me when I can never seem to get it right?
I'm just trying to let go
I can't think of anything but you
But still there is a battle that fights violently
And I try to focus on the light
But somedays it feels like I'm losing the fight
I try to dedicate all that I am
But still I fall
And it feels like there's an even bigger wall
And tonight I just want to cry
because I try to find what it is I can do right
But the amazing thing about this all
is you're still there to pick me up
Still there to pick me up when I fall
You still make me feel welcome
You still believe in me
You still encourage me
Even when I don't deserve anything
And you're still here to bring me comfort
when everything seems to break apart all around
Even when if feels like I'm all alone
When there is nothing around to make a single sound
I can still feel you near
You still reveal yourself
And make me feel like I'm worth something