Old wounds re-exposed
The pain and bitterness pour out
The lonliness kept inside for so long
Just causes you to want to give up
Not even sure if you should try any longer
The emotional abuse rips you limb from limb
The atmosphere is filled with anger
The air thick with pain
Brokeness calls out your name
Man what you would feel like to be made whole again
You don't even care if they care any longer
Not even caring if they believe in everything you do
Because everyone else around has left you
And what they have done seems un-barable to forgive
You're wondering oh God why do you let me live
Why are you always exposing me to this
To you does it seem like bliss?
Father take my life, cuz I am so sick of my bitterness
I'm tired of the pain
I'm tired of the fights
that happen over and over again
Like a dog that returns to his vommitt
The same mistakes keep getting replayed
and I'm just sick of what's happening
I wish I could just be on my own
Not have to live in this secluded space
Where all around there is nothing
Broken half hearted smiles on their faces
I'm just tired of this sharade
I just need to get out of this place
Just help me get out of this mess
Cuz I am sick of all the bitterness