Feeling so incredibly small
Especially when people have given up on you
Feeling so shut down
Feeling so left out
You just want to give it all up
Not sure how to handle the road that lays ahead
All these swerves, all these erratic bends
All these voices in your head
Telling you that you’ve failed again
It’s so hard as tears dwell in your eyes
How can I keep doing this?
Aren’t I supposed to get somewhere when I try?
Just not feeling up to it for today
Just not feeling the happiness
Feeling nothing but rejected
And I hate to say all that’s negative
But how can I get better when I hide?
How can things get better in life?
If I just keep lying
I figured you’d notice it by now
From the pain that’s obvious in my eyes
Feeling like junk
Garbage flying left to right
Centered in your life
Is the biggest fight?
When faith and fear collide
And you just do not know
Which road to take
Forks stand before you
As you decide on this leap of faith