Surreal

Have you ever run off to where you did not belong?

When things in life just went terribly wrong?

Then you find your emotions all scattered around?

Feeling like your whole world is crashing down?

Feeling somewhat cheated, when they fit you the crown?

cuz somewhere deep inside, you're only denying,

Who you really are inside. And you know this is not where you belong.  



Fear is buried deep inside

Scared to reveal how you feel

Not sure on what you can rely

Each time something great happens

You find yourself always denied

It just seems too surreal

As a dream comes true

Dreams are pushed down further within you



You prepare for the worst

Having no idea how this world works

Filled so much with the fear of making mistakes

How many more in this life will I have to face?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just written about how you keep denying who you are in order to belong.  Then as you start to deny who you are, people may start praising you for what you've done, meanwhile you may feel cheated inside cuz you were lying this whole time.  I've done this in the past, done things in order to belong, it's not worth it!!

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