I wished this fear would be thrown away
I wished I could tell you exactly how I felt today
But the past keeps creeping up behind me
telling me how I'm going to fail this time
Not that I'm scared to committ
but I'm so scared, cuz of past relationships
I hate this because I do not know what to do
Is this going to scare you away?
Like all the other ones I knew?
Are these just phases
Oh man I wish I knew
Because all that is on my mind is you
I'm feelin so lost
I'm so scared of what it could cost
to cause everyone to run
to cause everyone to run
I hate the way that I'm feeling
I just can't help but wonder why?
wondering what some people see
Are these paranoid feelings caused only by
caused only by me??
I so badly need to say what's on my mind
Will it turn out right?
Will it turn out right this time?
Will the consequences be substancial
will I be able to handle this possible downfall
Cuz I just wish I could say
but it could scare you away