Lord I do not know what went wrong
I know you are the only one
The only one to fix this hurt
because I am totally clueless on my own
How can I be a christian
when I am always worrying?
How can I be a christian when I struggle to trust in you? I'm trying harder everyday to hand over my very life to you.
You know how much I hurt inside
Father I feel like I fail
When I try time after time
To trust in you with my life
I try my hardest to see the positive
But I always seem to cave to the flesh
How can I be a christian
when I am always worrying?
How can I be a christian when I struggle to trust in you? I'm trying harder everyday to hand over my very life to you.
I can't comprehend how things will work out
I screwed up big time
I made a big mistake
Now I keep on wondering
How will I survive today?
I must of scared her away
I pray each day on my mistake
I found her so interesting
I kept relying on my own understanding
I took matters into my own hands
Now my only hope is it being in your hands
Now I keep worrying
But you tell me not to worry
But it's such a hard thing to do
When all that life has given
Is hardship and rejection
But I just try my hardest to stay focussed on you
How can I be where I am?
How can I call myself christian?
How can I say I am close to you?
When I just keep on worrying?
I do not like feeling this way
Man I would have loved to gotten to know her
But you keep telling me not to worry
Man I just do not know how to survive today