We went out every night
Dinner was the plan
Figured I'd ask you out
After all there were all the obvious signs
I'd make the move
Cuz if I backed out I know how much
How much I would look like a fool
But I never thought this would come from you
I finally realized
that you never intended to be by my side
I was that string around your finger
Inside I was sure a part of me died
I know now that somehow this was just a game
To see how far you could actually push me
I figured I would not give up on faith
But I suppose there are different plans
on the agenda for today
I remember cruising around till four in the morning
I was sure so positive in my soul that something was happening
We were growing so close
I figured this has to be it
Because it seemed like we could never let eachother go
Staring at the stars in the middle of the night
Everything seemed so perfect
I never realized things in the end would not be fine
Everything you said about being with God
I still do not know the truth
But I know my desires were in you
My mind kept saying God was here
But now I am starting to realize the cold reality of this truth