Insecurities

I can't even look her in the eyes

Fear has captured everything within me

I'm so terrified that she will see the reality

But what I would do just to talk to her tonight



I'd consider it a privelege just to hang out with her

But at the same time I am gripped by fear

It keeps whispering that you're not even worth anything

Worth nothing to even talk to someone like her

You're going to fail if you ever come remotely near



My insecurities take over my sense of thinking

Everything hurts, I can't seem to think clearly

I'm in pain I can't even eat

Because of these overwhelming insecurities


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just some stuff I've been jotting down. Just some stuff I've been going through.

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