I look at the past
Coming to the realization
of the relationships that didn't last
I know why they didn't
But I still can't help but question
Why?
Why did I do the things I did?
Why was I always in these big crushes?
It seems like history is coming back to kick me
And I ask Why?
I often sit there and memories will flash rapidly
I'll think I'm making the same mistake again
Then sometimes my emotions are overwhelming
I can't stand this feeling
Everything is incredibly discouraging
I hate this insecurity