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Father I just hate the way I am feeling

Lord I know you know how I am feeling

Lord you can see me, you know everything

Father I am calling out I am praying for an answer



I don't even want to wake up tomorrow to this feeling

All I can say is it's the loneliest feeling

I don't want to wake up in the morning to find there's no hope

I need you in my life; I need you to lead me on where to go

I'm so terrified of being happy

Because happiness always seems to fade

Every time I'm up I seem to always come back down

Coming down harder and harder each time

Then all I can do is start crying

Lord I feel there is no hope

Right now Father I feel there is no where to go

I feel so left out, left out in the cold

So frightened of the new as I am growing old

I feel so immobilized

Paralyzed by this haunting fear

I feel like no one is here

That no one can hear

And that no one even cares

To even know I exist