Father I can't understand why I torture myself this way
Father is it your words that are here?
Are you the one telling me this day
that I should just write what I feel
writing my deepest feelings on that piece of paper
Not knowing if I may even scare her?
Father I want to show her exactly what I've been writing
You did tell me I am supposed to help
But is this the right way? I am always questioning my motive
Lord am I doing this for the right reason?
Father I just feel like I am in a different spiritual season
Something I just can't explain
May be it's just love, pure innocence
I just need you Father, I need your rain
I need these questions answered
It's like I've entered another realm
A place I've never discovered till today
and the writing doesn't end
But are my motives right?
Or will she be freaked out
is this who I really am?