Feeling so alone
Have really no clue on where to go
I just can't understand my purpose
The purpose for my existence
I just seem to keep falling
and no one is around to catch me
I kept asking you Father where you were
All that came back was that you're special
All that came back was you're different
I just keep on asking the same questions
I will not turn back to where I used to be
I can’t give up on where I am today
Even with no one around
Somehow I have to make it through this day
Even with the same question plaguing my mind
Somehow it has to get better in time
I can’t seem to understand what I’m doing wrong
I have no clue if this is my fault
But somehow it has to get better
Today just has to get better
Because today I'm not one of them
I'm feeling so excluded
If all of a sudden it gets better
will it be some illusion?