I'm hurting so much inside
I can't decide on what to do tonight
How do I deal with this
because the pain is too much to bare
I'm holding it deep inside
holding tears back dwelling up in my eyes
but I know I'm truly broken inside
Please leave me alone when you're drunk
when you're talking to me
I can't stand the smell of alcohol on the breath
I shouldn't be seeing this at my age
But I suppose this is the only way to deal with your pain
But you seem to bring it on yourself in many ways
Please go away, I don't want to deal with this today
Then the screaming starts
Accusations of cheating hearts
just trying to ignore everything going on
but somehow I have to find a way to continue on
and somewhere I hear a voice they're saying please hold on
Don't worry I'm with you, please oh please stay strong