Trying

Trying to find out where home really is

trying to get rid of these lonely feelings

Trying to understand, who else understands?

am I the only one in this alone

where is God's wonderful plan?



I pray each night

putting up a fight

But sometimes it feels useless

sometimes the tears run rapidly

Falling down, falling down as I try to follow my dreams

hurting so much inside for something more satisfying

for dreams to come true

In a deep search is when I find you



Sometimes I feel nothing inside

and sometimes it's so hard to see the light

When will these things get better?

just because everything looks and tastes so bitter

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't know I just tried to write something without having a certain feeling, cuz thats when I normally write. But really I think every christian goes through this, and ya they wonder where God is, they wonder what his plan is, what he has planned and so forth.     But God does know what he is doing, and we just have to be faithful and know he is there and has plans. He does everything for a reason!

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