Father I try just to be perfect
but it never seems to happen
I turn into such a wreck
I get into more of a mess
Each time I try so hard
and this life will keep carrying on
Whether I am prepared or not
So I wonder why in the world I just can't seem to grow up
I keep doing the things I don't want to
I keep digging myself into this deep pit
I am so full of selfishness
Trying to get recognition
But I am not realizing true blessings
That God just wants me as broken as I am
and that I will never ever be a perfect man
No one could ever be perfect
otherwise so many things in the world would work
No more chaos, and no more fear
would no longer be a part of this life
And we would have no reason for God to be near and dear
We would be able to spell every word perfect without hesitation
So why do I keep worrying?
Why to I keep on hesitating?
Why do I keep experimenting with crossing the border line?
I need to stand my ground, and never give up
But somedays its so much easier said than done
Because I could barely face
the decisions I made today
I could barely look in the mirror and call myself a man
How could I be a person after God's own heart?
I failed again, I messed up
I just wished I could learn to let go
and realize it's ok to know I will slip
and that I need to be prepared
I wish so hard I could accept my human ways
cuz my spirit is willing, but my body is weak
But I know that you Heavenly Daddy will pick me back up
and place me back on solid ground