Why don't you hold me anymore?
Don't you even realize how you make me feel?
Or does that even matter to you anymore?
I know it hurts to come home to someone like me
Because your face says it all
All I can seem to do is bawl
Because I see the hate through the window to your soul
You pretend I do not exist
That's when I get sucked down into this pit
I know I am not worthy of your love
Even though the slapping, and emotional abuse is wrong
I know I must have done something wrong
because you still make love to me after it all
Is this what love is?
Because I do not know if I would miss it
I am sure that if you were gone?
My whole life would shut down
I don't think I could handle life without you by my side
The only memories would be these two black eyes
You correct any mistakes and wrong features you've found in me
All I do is sit on this bed hyperventalating
You're out so late every night
I miss you so much I cry
I just need someone out there to hold me tight
Because I miss you, oh man I really miss you
How am I going to pull through this night?
Wondering if I should call you
Would that be alright?
Would this upset you
Just to check up on how you're doing
Because you're my one and only sweety
For you I would do anything