I don't want to be here
My wish has always wanted to be in your arms
I drink tonight away
How do I handle this lonely pain?
Can someone out there tell me
what I have left to gain?
So I grab the bottle
I have a sip or two
thinking of the times
Of when you used to ease my mind
I pass out on my bed
wondering if I'll wake up
with these dreams eventually dead
I wake with a heavy head
as I begin to empty this bottle again
I sit here watching the time pass
minute by minute I'm left in a trap
I'm wishing all the time
to be taken by the hand
having some dreams come true
Is this just a waste of time
As I keep thinking of you?
So I grab the bottle
I have a sip or two
thinking of the times
Of when you used to ease my mind
I pass out on my bed
wondering if I'll wake up
with these dreams eventually dead
I wake with a heavy head
as I begin to empty this bottle again
It's early in the A.M.
with these thoughts again
Listening to this song in the car
that makes me think of what could have been
What could I do to fix this
So I could have had this chance
But now all I can do now
Is drink from this bottle, and share this dance