Old times are gone
Now I'm just lost
Now it’s just an old memory
Put in the back, wondering if I even want to go back
To the way it used to be
My mind is so lost in everything
All I can think about is drinking
And getting rid of this pain,
Even if it’s just temporary
They say its better to have loved than not to have loved at all
I don’t know what to think anymore
After this emotional downfall
I can’t even describe what I am feeling inside
But what I do know is each and every night I feel like crying
Is there someone right for me?
Is someone actually out there about to set me free?
I’ve lost all faith in what I thought my life would be
I’ve just decided to sit back and do absolutely nothing
This whole life is just too damn confusing
I don’t think I can see the future ahead of me
So all I do is live day to day
Hoping that each day will find a way to see
Me through everything, through everything