She sat in the hospital bed
And it's sad to say
that who would have noticed her
if she had wound up dead?
What if she passed away
and no one even cared
Would I still get to heaven
spend an eternity, would I see her there?
It's sad to hear the words that came out of his mouth
It's like he did not see this reality
Of his wife's heart that could have stopped beating
And the words that came out
Made me feel so hurt inside
But I look at myself as well
Really how much better was I?
I was so depressed in my own little mess
I was in my own world with no other care
Even with God here, I felt he was never there
We should have been tossed on the street
But thats why Jesus Came to set us free
I look back on the comments made
It's so hard to try and let the memories fade
Good memories never die
but the pain seems to always be on replay
Forgivness is plagued with disease
And now I've finally found the release
She sat in the hospital bed
oh how my anger inside bled
I was no better even if I didn't say anything at all
Because I showed no remorse or love at all
Actions speak bigger than words
It's something I really need to learn
Something I really need to learn