Being pushed away
has happened way too many times
I've seen too many lonely days
Even when I was able to see
I would still fail to accept the reality
I didn’t want to accept this blindness
I couldn't bare the pain to come to terms with it
I felt torn apart
Too many broken hearts
Too many unfinished dreams
Too many plans put to the side
Way too many deceiving eyes
Thinking of how hugging and cuddling was great
Then out of no where they pushed me away
Being no longer accepted for who I am today
Now today I am so afraid
Didn’t think it would happen this way
But somehow someday love will be on its way
Afraid to take chances
So you just sit and stare
Thoughts in your mind, you never thought were there
Just seem to come alive, should I just run and hide?
Or should I just stare fear right in its eyes?
Somehow fear will always show
We will never be able to hide it behind closed doors
Because what was once in the dark will now become light
And I know others will see fear when they look into our eyes