She sits alone at night
sitting for hours in the dim light
With only the computer by her side
Her eyes hurt from all dragging hours
Oh for so many hours
Just watching online to see who comes on
Cuz inside she is broken she wants to stay strong
Just dying to talk to someone
Someone just please show up
Because right now all I want to do is give up
Hurting inside
She wonders what's the point of lying?
Outside I may be alright
But inside my soul cries
With the question is it worth trying?
The tears stain the pillow
She sobs all alone tonight
She cries for hours on end
So many do not know this secret she keeps within
she wishes this could be it
Because she's just tired of waiting
Waiting on hope, not knowing where to go
She figures why can't I let this go?
I'm broken inside
Who's going to tell me it's all right?
the next time I feel my soul beginning to die?
Who's going to hold me
When I'm teetering over the edge
But somewhere out there
Is how my story will end
I just wished I knew how