why does this always happen
messing up everything i ever have
leaving such a big whole in my heart
the pain grows everyday
i never meant for things to be this way
i never intended for my thoughts to get this bad
some things i do for the highs
but every high is followed by a new low
the story remains the same
the pattern day after day
always starts out well
and ends like this
occasionally there are little differences
but the overall feeling remains the same
cant wait to go to college
and just get away from all of this pain