Analyzing My Self-Awareness On Love

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2014

I believe in the tenants of love

and the beauty presented at love's gate

 

Yet on the day-to-day roundabouts

of life, limb, and the pursuit of happiness

I undoubtedly yearn for the pleasures of more immediate gratification

 

The delicious taste of sexuality -

both the delicate touch of fingertips

and the firm grasp of adrenaline-laden extremities -

burrowed decisively in my mind

to put it lightly

four years has been most unkind

nary a romantic hand held

nor a parched lip moistened...

 

I don't desire pity

while happenstance be what it may

and opportunities scarce

yet

left me at bay

my charms have left the waters wholly swimmable

 

i don't place blame

on where past lovers' paths directed my own,

I played my hands, certainly within the realm of error at times

as did they

and truthfully,

their successes in love following the journey

along my side

only verify my decisions of quality women 

 

At times I believe

my disposition

is too diverse for most to understand, let alone love

I,

like most human beings on this planet,

take caution with those of uncommon rationale

 

But don't be confused in that statement alone

I don't intend to stroke my own ego with the concept of feeling special

I only mean that what I have to offer is an acquired flavor

perhaps like a donut

with razors protruding out, and a black licorice aftertaste

not even considered by many to be sweet and tender

after the slightest glance at my barbed wire teeth and twisted tongue

 

Nonetheless, my mind is honest

but my approach to challenge the opposite sex

rather than share this heart recklessly,

perhaps in conjunction with my bombastic size and mouth, 

is tepid at first sight

 

...more to come

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

just jotting some stuff down

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