I believe in the tenants of love
and the beauty presented at love's gate
Yet on the day-to-day roundabouts
of life, limb, and the pursuit of happiness
I undoubtedly yearn for the pleasures of more immediate gratification
The delicious taste of sexuality -
both the delicate touch of fingertips
and the firm grasp of adrenaline-laden extremities -
burrowed decisively in my mind
to put it lightly
four years has been most unkind
nary a romantic hand held
nor a parched lip moistened...
I don't desire pity
while happenstance be what it may
and opportunities scarce
yet
left me at bay
my charms have left the waters wholly swimmable
i don't place blame
on where past lovers' paths directed my own,
I played my hands, certainly within the realm of error at times
as did they
and truthfully,
their successes in love following the journey
along my side
only verify my decisions of quality women
At times I believe
my disposition
is too diverse for most to understand, let alone love
I,
like most human beings on this planet,
take caution with those of uncommon rationale
But don't be confused in that statement alone
I don't intend to stroke my own ego with the concept of feeling special
I only mean that what I have to offer is an acquired flavor
perhaps like a donut
with razors protruding out, and a black licorice aftertaste
not even considered by many to be sweet and tender
after the slightest glance at my barbed wire teeth and twisted tongue
Nonetheless, my mind is honest
but my approach to challenge the opposite sex
rather than share this heart recklessly,
perhaps in conjunction with my bombastic size and mouth,
is tepid at first sight
...more to come