so I got up

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2022

I fall down

and I bleed alone

day, two, three -

more times than I care to admit -

fortunately self-awareness has brought me a bit

of perspective when I come to

with a grain of accountability, too

and maybe even a speck of gratitude to you

 

I need you to know

while I dance around these axes 

like Paul Bunyan in his finest denim tutu

that within these wooden grooves

is an airy dusting

of resolve and fortitude

that doesn't appear to be wiping off right soon

 

the idea of leaving this family, this paycheck, this community

remains alien, broke, and foreign 

in that order 

because of those of you 

stayed

even after I shuttled some away

 

 

so i get up

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Needs a lot more work to flesh out

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