Monotone of silence and distance from the world
Beseeching the minds rambling addictions
I often wonder will this mourning fade away
Or will it consume my every day?
The blossom of a flower, protrays so much beauty
In the sunlight it can open up more freely
But so delicate and fragile it is wide open
The bees come selfishly to have a taste
When satisfied of its own needs they leave within haste
The flower curls up, but with more persuading light
Again she opens up
To be used and thrown away
Happiness comes so quickly
And is taken back as quickly as it came
Oh and love is just the same
My purity and sanity seems to have left me astray
I'm back in my corner,where darkness and I begin to play
My baby sucked me dry, and drained me till the last drop
He swallowed down my sweet nector
And had enough of me like a used lollipop
My sugars kept on flowing to keep him happy to make him stay
But he stung me everynight
Like a nurse they promise no more needles today
But when you feel comfortable and content, they stab it in you anyway,
Just what he did to me every single day
I never asked for too much, a little bit of love from him back was what I needed.
But he just kept tearing holes through my pretty petals
Till I had enough and could'nt take pain
I stared into my mirrior
And said "this flower deserves more sunlight"
I shall never blossom again
I'll keep my thorns sharp
Cause when soemone fights to open me up
Then I'll know, that they fought for me cause I was worth it
They fought for me cause they see I'm better then just good enough.