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Beautiful sudden Break Down

If Skies your limit

A Depression trip, is mine

Blood stained sheets

Tension crawling up the spine

A constant deadly suicide

Pretty words can never describe

What it feels like





If I could replay every hour

Watch myself fall apart

Slowly rewinding the movements of each tear, each fall

Scruching up into a ball

Hair tumbling, mascara dripping

Self control, lost like an addict and coke

But It shall never compare

To the heart wrenchting torture

Such dreaded agony

That no eyes will ever capture,





Sometimes, you can feel it, you can taste it

But you'll never see it

It waits, for the drama seeping through your life

It preys on sanity

Makes you wonder, sadistic thoughts

The ones we all have but like to hide

It strikes like a murderers knife

Gives you a glispse of hells light

But can you imagine

Feeling it everynight

Addicted to the pain so tightly

It scares you to think otherwise

Well darling, welcome to my life



I'll pop some pills

Close my eyes

And let it start to rip inside

And you'll never see

You'll never know

That every minute I take that stroll

Medicated, high, drunk, or empty

I'm an endless breakdown

But I'm so good at pretending

Everything's okay

That the only thing scarier than this hell

Is myself

so take a picture

Place me on your shelf

And when you have a break-down

Think of me

Pray, it gives you a break

Clucth your sanity

Cause in the end

There's only so many smiles you can fake