Like Alice in the fairy tale
I tumbled down the rabbit hole
Didn’t think
That on hells shelf would lay my soul
In my plaster seen wonderland
I gleefully talked to my fake flowers
Dined with the mad hatter
Held onto my heart before, it to, shattered
Clutching my soft blue child-like dress
Before innocence was no more
And lip gloss claimed me like a whore
In My new nine inch platforms I hit the floor
Praying for my Cheser cat to show me the way
I took his hand, trying to find the little white rabbit
Instead, I played crocket with the Queen of hearts herself
I became tumbling deeper down
Screams trying to escape my pretty painted lips
I slipped through times fingertips
Forgetting that fantasy has a price
I had wasted my life
Sneaking in, sneaking out
Playing with the big boys
Like this world was my brand new toy
Oh, how wrong I was
Finally I hit the bottom
Just like that I was forgotten
As the powder of overdose on my nose washed away
My love went far astray
Now I lay on this hospital bed
Locked away in my comma in wonderland
Where even the lil white rabbit would not bear to take my Hand