Frostbitten fingers tap numbly at keys
Whispers of winter beginning to tease.
Tired eyes trace letters across a glowed screen
Brain shifting often between waking and dream.
Impossible girl with untouchable eyes
My minds screaming madly "Don't even try"
But my heart stumbles blindly and thoughtlessly on
Unable to recall itself the times that love went wrong
Caught somewhere between the pain of old
And a happiness not felt in years
I do battle with my self inside
Weighing scars again the tears
This war will wage no end in sight
Tearing peices from my soul
Until a subtle hint from you
Will break me or make me whole.