Why now?!
Why must you tell me now?!
I re-read it again and again
And each time a stake is driven
Right through my devastated heart
Deeper and deeper....and deeper.....
Again i roll over and cry my eyes out
These nights of tears..
So full of heartbreak
And fear
I dont want to lose you
But i have
To her....
The tears are crystal
But a black smoke is in each drop
Clouding the desperation to be innocent
Those tears then flow down each side of my face
Leaving gray streaks behind
No ones there to help me
No one.....
Too many disappointments
Why should i expect something
As simple as homecoming
And want it to be perfect
Trust me....i'll be crying on the sidelines
Why?! Why now?!
Another night of tears
Imma just go....and cry....
In the darkness of my world
Where no one can hear me
No sound escapes my lips
But my heart cries out loud and screaming
For release....
Why....
Why now....