Resist

Do you realize?

That the only way

I resist many things you say

Is because i know

Theres others better than me

 

Its the way i am

I deny so many things

Because i know its not real anymore

 

Only one person has made me feel important

However a facade he may have

For he teases everyone

They even take offense to his jokes

Is the one person who cares if ill be lonely while he sleeps

The one person who wants to fix my flaws

Am i attracted to him?

No

But he makes me feel important

 

So why do i do this?

Why do i resist your very heartfelt words?

There is another person 

Whom you will say the same thing to

Another person

You havent given up on

 

I only write this because i cant keep my feelings inside

And i feel that i am alone

Not important

Unwanted

Unloved

Silent

 

 

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