Do you realize?
That the only way
I resist many things you say
Is because i know
Theres others better than me
Its the way i am
I deny so many things
Because i know its not real anymore
Only one person has made me feel important
However a facade he may have
For he teases everyone
They even take offense to his jokes
Is the one person who cares if ill be lonely while he sleeps
The one person who wants to fix my flaws
Am i attracted to him?
No
But he makes me feel important
So why do i do this?
Why do i resist your very heartfelt words?
There is another person
Whom you will say the same thing to
Another person
You havent given up on
I only write this because i cant keep my feelings inside
And i feel that i am alone
Not important
Unwanted
Unloved
Silent