of love and heartbreak
i am untried and cant let go
how does someone move on quickly?
he did as though nothing happened
others say he didnt deserve me
or
he wasnt the one for me
but i am untried and stupid
how can i sleep those few precious hours?
wallowing in my selfishness
wanting but never getting
always a string attached
i cant do what i want now
no more blood....
no more wishes...
just me, my music, and i
my life hurts me but ending it,
is the worst option
what will they do?
never forgive, go insane...
yes, most likely
im so sorry for what i have told you
it hurts to know im doing this?
i wont ever tell you both again
Never