I cant sleep now
Hes broken the barrier
That one wall
I could build
Why does this always happen?
I hurt too much for him to understand
For anyone to understand
How would they know
That i think about him nonstop
Everyday
Every single day
Yet i cannot tell him that
If i do
He'll just come up with something
Like
"Its ok everythings gonna get better"
Truth is
Its not
You wonder why im quiet at school
Its because its hard to think of school
Without you
Im really sorry
You always say
"Theres gonna be someone better"
I dont believe that
Cause ill never let someone in again
Its nothing harsh to you
But i hurt because of you
Im so sorry
Why do i feel this way?
Ill never get better i know