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Crumbling love
I sit here and feel empty
I want to be alone
In the darkness
Alone
No light
No sound
Pure darkness
To curl up and hide in
And be forgotten
You think I don't understand
You think I don't know
You think I haven't felt it
You tell me I don't know
Well I understand
I have felt the pain
I feel it all the time
Even when I'm happy
I want to die
When I seem happy
I want to cry
You say your scared
I'm scared
To think so low of myself
Ever guy you talk to
I think he will take your love from me
To think if I screw up
I'll lose you
If I do something wrong you won't love me
That's how I feel
I get depressed when you talk to another guy
I get sad when u keep talking about him
Keep telling me the things you've done
Keep telling me your getting worse because of me
Because I want you to be healthy
To have a good future
To not be messed up
Drugs will do it to you and I'm sorry
But to be with me I will be annoying
Annoying about how bad they are
I will nag you to give them up
Because they don't care
Drugs will never care about you
And people who let you do them
They say they care but they can go fuck themselves
Because they are lying
People who care won't let you fuck up your life
They won't let you do those things to yourself
I care and I keep wanting to kill myself
Because I think I'm selfish
Because I ask so much
Because I care to much
I feel empty when you talk about how badly you want them
How badly you say you need it
It makes me want to cut my throat
Because it kills me to see you want them over me
