Sadness fills my mind
Leaving me with nothing
Crippling causing me to go blind
Weighing me down struggling
Fighting my thoughts
Fighting my fears
Fighting my tears
Fighting the costs
Not knowing what to say
Not knowing what causes me to feel gray
Is it the qualm of commitment
Is it the endeavor of engagement
Is it the infection of inevitability
Is it my lack of a grasp on reality
It's the degradation of the world we live in
My lack of control of the way the populous sim
I wish to create a perfect existence
my current flow is no match for ohmic value of ignorance
The voltage drop is sadly applied