I cry out in pain
as I sit in my room so dark
music turned up so loud no one can hear the tears I cry
The lamp on the desk turned on
just bright enough for me to see the words I need to put on paper
the paper still blank
no words can be said to explain the pain i feel
tears hit the paper
as i go numb
my arm falls to my side to weak to hold the pen
my tears stop and I feel nothing
nothing but the pain as I slowly fade away.