Im closing in. Sinking further into this pain. Not knowing just when. Cause deeper it cuts as the hurt comes back to remain. Im taking my actions led back into all my held still fears. Remembering the day I lost you its time to once again shed the tears. Can't find you yet like I said I would. Its too much to take. I know that day I left you goodbye wasn't said, but maybe it was a word I should. Though everything I ever told you wasn't fake. Just hope you realize now how much I've thought of your beautiful face. Even though its been so long still I cry over you just like back in the day. Cause how I feel about you I could never replace. I love you with all my heart and miss you and so that I say. How I hope to see you again for I can hold you once more. To tell you just how exactly I've always felt about you. For I need not to shed the tears from my heart thats sore. I love you with everything I've got and its all so true.