When I met you I couldn't remember of a time I was ever happier. I was smileing with every little thing that was to occur. Enjoying every little moment that I could have just being with you. You made me so happy you erased the memories of when being happy was few. You replaced them with my life then being full of laughter. Full of joy and I felt like I would live happily ever after. Im not quite sure where in our life together where things went wrong. It kind of makes me wish I didn't know you for that long. Cause it hurts now to know that im hurting for all these. These moments we had together are just becoming erased returning memories. I tried to rid of all the thoughts of you and I. In the end all what was left was me as I cry. I blame you not though for it was I who fell in love with you first. It all feels as if my life was cursed. Like im never to be with a girl that I want for the rest of my life. Never to have a girlfiend yet alone a wife. Now though its time to erase all the thoughts that has happened from the rest of these. No more pain to come from this mind as though it is just erased returning memories.