At first glance I may appear to be normal
I dress casual, maybe sometimes formal
Once you get to really know me, however
You come to realize I'll be alone forever
Of course, it was not always this way
Yet I allowed my feelings to lead me astray
In the back of my mind blared "DTA"
Ignore it I did, and with blood I repay
Why am I telling you this, you may ask?
Simply because I tire of wearing this mask
A curtain to my dark soul it had been
Only revealing small hints which few have seen
Enough is enough, I will be silent no more
Your continuous torment has blackened to the core
No one took notice, or played a mind game
If you won't see it I'll make you feel my pain!