Apology

I wake up this morning feeling cold

Anxiously waiting for the day to unfold

What have I become is what I hate the most

For this reason soon I shall become a ghost



What came over me, I am not certain

It blocked out the light like a curtain

Selfishness, envy, jealousy and rage

The man-ster has been released from its cage



You said you realized I don't care for you

But this cannot be any degree of true

There isn't a word for how much you mean to me

Without you here I feel like I am not free



You said, "I knew you gave up all hope for me"

But my love for you, you cannot possibly see

Mistakes were made, you'll never fully heal

Give me a chance, let me prove that I am real

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