On nights like this my mind will wander
Think of the past and all I have squandered
Of all that we shared and of what we lost
And how I lived through you at your cost
So now you're gone; you say never again
Not only a love I've lost but also a friend
I plunge into darkness, I deserve what I get
And all this time my feelings haven't faded yet
He saved you from our pain, for that I am glad
You hurt me so much when you erased what we had
Superior to me in almost every possible way
Now you've even agreed to marry him, to my dismay
With all that's happened I still remain strong
In hopes that you'll come back to where you belong
This road is long and painful, and may not work out
For you I'll wait forever, 'cause you I cannot live without