Part I
I let the walls fall down around me. Walking to the door it
seems so easy. Trapped no more is the beast. I know well the
absolute hell I unleash. Fight within myself as a cry for
responsibility is ignored. Time now for this zombie to die.
All these years wasted. It could have only been greed. That
I refused to share all this pain and rage. "Here you are
Beast..." You turn and smile that sadistic smile only a
scoicopath can love. Out of joy and release I break. I cry.
You taunt me with your undying strength. "I will carry you."
I hear you say. You did it before and look at where I have
come. You have lost your touch my old friend, I came to
you...You could not offer anything more. Hatred in you eyes
now. You wish to destroy me. Ironic that I am your creator
then is it not? "Destroy me if you can." I made you, I gave
you shelter, I protected all from you. You recoil lost in
what I can only imagine is thought. You breath and taint my
soul with your archaic evil. I still cry. I am so cold. Fear
is your fire. I realize I am you. You do not see me. You are
the Beast unteatherd. Yet I continue to, and eternally will
fight. "Is it worth the price..?" you ask."It never is yet I
survive...even if I remain forever alone." "Go now and haunt
the tombs, give me breath of my own to lick and heal the
wounds." You turn and run free. "Our battle is not even
begun I shall return...You'll wish hell to swallow you
before I am done." I hear your retort, and unfalteringly say
this. "I created Hell before you even knew it was there, so
your return will never be too soon!" I sit still alone and
cold. The Beast is dead. So am I. Pain. I still live. And
the cycle shall not end.