dread is a disease that spread through my body
like water in a sewer
and now that she is gone it feels like
i never knew her.
she died with one thought in her head
knowing that i loved her and i'll never forget
this is a pain that i'll never accept.
why did this happen does god
hate me
because it feels like i'm being
drowned in a dark black sea.
thats ok cause iam done i'm going to bed
i'm going to see her with a bullet in my head.