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Joe
Seeing you brings up past memories.
I have never talked about anyone the way I've talked about you.
But there's an obstacle.
But it's one I love
it's not just something I can tear down.
I want to know you, but I'm scared.
I just want to look into your eyes for hours to see if i can read your mind.
I see you, it's like love at first sight.
With your dark brown eyes, perfect smile that could make anyones day better, with your lanky figure.
The way you talk,
I just get your voice stuck in my head for hours.
At first I thought your thoughts were too good for my head,
but now I finally understand the words you said.
About traveling across the country, and discovering what we are set up to not discover.
The attraction is unbearable.
Your philisophical brain, your unleeshed words.
What's awful is I don't even know how you feel.
Your so hard to read,
but it's like that's what I like about you the most.
Is I don't even know what I want,
but you seem to have it.
Which is also why I'm scared,
because do I really want to know?
To be honest I don't even know why I'm crying.
It's like it just happened.
Just the sight or talk of you makes me cry.
Just all the emotions flow like a coarsing river down my face.
The confusion is dripping, the lust is sobbing, hurt is fleeing
Maybe, I'm just scared,
because whenever I see you,
you make me discover a side that I'm not even comfortable with.
Almost like when it's snowing but sunny out.
I'm the sun, but you make me bring in snow
which I think is awkward, and wrong, but actually creates something beautiful,
but I'm too stuborn of my emotions to admit that it's something beautiful.
Which is why I am crying.
