I don't even know how to explain how I feel
it's like all of the negative feelings in the world combined
Nothing evers to be the right choice anymore
Nobody seems to be the right choice anymore
You put intense efforts into someone
pulling strings of your heart isn't just enough for them
but instead you need to rip them out for them,
but when they see the remains they're disgusted
Who wants a violin with no strings?
No one, because then you can't play with it
When there is nothing left for you to pluck from me, you leave.
then I'm left there alone.
Realizing how much of a fool I was
to be convinced that I was your world
instead you being your own
and me being the moon revolving around it
Just hurt is all I feel
as if my body was made of clay
and you have sucked any moisture out of it
so it's too dry for anyone to touch
and starts to crumble
Piece by piece falling off
disappearing before they even hit the ground
Can you hear me now?
Can you finally hear my unhappinesss?
Over your constant discomfort?
Or are your ears so twisted
they have turned completely inside out
so you are now stuck with only your thoughts and words
and realize the pain everyone else had of trying to get your attention
You've made me come to a point of complete death
I don't need a pill, or a knife,
but loving someone that has taken the music from my heart
and the moisture from my soul
and continuing to fall for them
No sir
I don't need a gun
because continuing to love you
is already killing me.