trying not to listen to the words, but the motive
but its hard when you're so far detached from the
moment
we both know why I even came in the first place
the empty bottle on the floor puts this empty smile on
my face
yes its dark in the bedroom and no its not the worse
case
I can barely stand, let alone walk away….
So inevitability is a brother to destiny
maybe you don’t believe in one,
believe me the other exists definitely
you cant see this type of rhythm in every day
reality
so moments like this, god, good judgment is necessary
oh well, much to late, since I cant even say my own
name
so much for meaning , we don’t even see what
we’re doing
suffocating ourselves from the inside and reinforcing
the FACT:
the wrong side is winning
black out ……
- all saints day
wake up with a headache
i cant remember why i do this
only reminded of what ive done
to one person you may be the world
but to the world you’re no one
and the morning is just a reinforcement
(yeah no escaping this )
adopting golden rules that don’t sell for shit
to me the scars in my skin are the only proof I exist
like I have this proof of a problem no one will ever
admit.